I was watching stuff on youtube (I do that a lot) and you know what I've just realised - this is never going to take off. No one is ever going to read this. This will not be another Julie and Julia Project thingy-m-jig. Because that doesn't happen to me. Nothing good ever happens.
It's unbelievable how I managed to go from all yeah! about the Welcome pack to all eugh! about this is less than half an hour. Now I suppose you understand the title. Despondent. Despondency. I seriously need to go to the doctors before this becomes an actual issue.
And even though I really want to publish this I'm thinking that's kinda a bad idea - hey look, let's check out that blog *reads* dear lord the blogger's depressed! I do not want to see/read what happens to her tomorrow. See ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And now I've just realised that I shouldn't be bothered if no one reads this or not. But it's a blog, it's a global diary. If I wanted no one to read it I would have just writted a diary! Dear Lord, I really need to get a life
CUE GASP
11 years ago
3 comments:
I'm exactly the same!!!!! I'm in the same position as you - trying to get everything sorted and packed up before I leave for uni in a few weeks. It's good to know someone else is in the same position as me :D xxx
Haha...wow can you go on with yourself or what! That's not a bad thing btw, it would be if you were boring, but you actually had me laughing (and that's almost impossible to do when I'm in a bad mood!) Anyway...I'm commenting on this particular post and not you're most recent one because I thought to myself "hey, let's check out that blog...*I read*...dear lord the blogger's depr..."...no I'm only joking. I thought you were quite entertaining, and I really needed a good laugh...so yeah, thanks! Well...you're definitely not starting at the Medical School that I am because your welcome pack is completely different to mine. I'm starting on the 21st too...and yeah I'm pretty much in the same position as you (don't drink, don't socialise with people when they're drunk, don't want anything to do with drink at all!) It kind of sucks seen as though nearly everything at fresher's week is centered around alcohol..."cocktail party this, booze party that...pub crawl this, bar crawl that" eugh!!! (You've probably guessed from my little rant just now that alcohol and I have a personal vendetta going on!) I pretty much share all of you're concerns that you've posted so far...well not all of them, but most of them anyway. I look forward to reading your next post. Oh, and how's fasting going for you? I hope it's going well. Sam (ps: wow...I've just realised can I go on with myself or what!)
Hi Sam! Yes, I can go on and on with myself, hence the title of the blog. It was just a really bad day, as was the day on which I wrote my latest post! Once again, I'm sorry. :P
Interesting vendetta with alcohol...sounds like you've both had some bad times together. And I know exactly what you mean about the whole drink this, come here and drink that attitude that Freshers Week has. I've decided just to do what I want to do ie avoid alcohol related activities and make friends with people during lectures and stuff. If they can't deal with it that's there prob and their not worth having as friends. As as you've so aptly illustrated there are people in exactly the same position as you/me, and you'll find them.
Fastings going slowly...did i mention that on a blog, I can't remember? So, what medical school are you going to?
Hope you have a great time at uni! I'll keep posting my experiances, hopefully they'll make you laugh!
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